Aella
I shut my bedroom door behind me, leaning against it as if it could barricade me from the life my father had just dictated for me.
The room, once my sanctuary, now feels like a cage—luxurious but suffocating. My eyes scan the plush carpet, the ornate dresser filled with knick-knacks and makeup, and the lavish canopy bed.
All these luxuries, yet I feel like a bird in a gilded cage.
With shaking hands, I grab my phone from the nightstand and dial my best friend, Lily’s, number on a secured line reserved for our pack. She’s the youngest daughter of my father’s Beta and the only one I trust.
She picks up after the second ring. “Aella, hey! What's up?” Her voice, always full of optimism, has never sounded so different to me.
“Lily, I can’t… I don’t even know how to say this! He’s making choices for me and setting me… He’s setting me…” My voice wobbles, and I’m disgusted with myself for it.
I’m a future Alpha, for heaven’s sake; I should be stronger than this!
“Whoa, slow down. What happened? You’re freaking me out,” she says, her voice soft but clear and I take a deep breath.
“My father... he’s marrying me off to Alpha Roman of the Black Veil pack.” The words spill out of my mouth, each syllable like a drop of bitter poison.
She sucks in a breath and remains quiet for a few seconds. “Oh my God, Roman? But isn’t he—”
“Ruthless, domineering, cruel? Yeah, he’s the poster boy for Alphas you don’t want to be tied to for eternity,” I say mirthlessly and feeling the dread set in. This is really happening … My father is really doing this to me.
“Fucking hell, Aella,” she breathes out. “This Alpha…no one even knows what he looks like. It’s said the only ones who have seen his face are his two brothers and the ones who never lived to tell the tale.”
“Thanks, this is helping me so much!” I say with sarcasm, knowing the lore and rumors all too well.
She tuts. “Sorry! It’s just … With all the rumors, surely your dad wouldn’t—”
“He did, Lil. He decided my fate like I’m some sort of prized pony,” I say and my eyes drift to my reflection in the mirror. The girl staring back at me looks lost, her eyes laced with a sadness that mirrors my inner turmoil.
Lily’s silent for a beat, and I can almost hear her gathering her thoughts. “Okay, listen, rumors are rumors, right? Maybe he’s not as bad as people make him out to be. I mean, how many people actually know him personally if no one but his brothers have seen him?”
“Rumors stem from some truths too,” I say with a heavy sigh and get up from the bed.
I pace across my room, my eyes passing over pictures of me and Lily from better days, my trophies from various pack competitions, and my study books—all tokens of a life I thought I was building for myself, but now feel like impositions from a script someone else wrote for me.
“You don't get it; this isn’t just about Roman. It’s about my choice, my life. I’m not just some pawn to be moved across a chessboard for the sake of pack alliances. I thought my father, of all people, would understand that since he was training me!”
I get that this is what’s best for the pack, that an Alpha always puts their pack first, but… I breathe out a sigh when my thoughts crash into each other. An Alpha puts their pack first… I’ll need to do what’s right even if I hate it.
“Aella, you’re not a pawn. You were going to be Alpha one day, and making alliances is part of that life. Your father is only doing what he thinks is best for the pack,” Lily says, echoing my thoughts.
I am being selfish, aren’t I?
“But what about what’s best for me?” I ask, my voice barely above a whisper, drowned out by the sudden lump in my throat. I am aware of how selfish I sound right now… darn it.
Another pause on the line, longer this time. “I wish I had an answer for you, Aella, I really do,” she says.
The conversation comes to an awkward close. The words ‘I love you, and we’ll figure this out’ hang in the air unsaid, but I know she’s thinking them, just as I am. I end the call, tossing my phone on the bed.
Alone, I’m left to confront my reflection again. My eyes meet those of the girl in the mirror, one green and one blue, but it’s like looking at a stranger—one who has everything but the freedom to choose her destiny.
With a sigh, I crawl into bed, pulling the blanket around me like a cocoon. As I close my eyes, my mind drifts away from the luxurious room and the life I know.
It wanders into the shadows of dark forests and open skies, a world untamed and unshackled. My dreams become a realm of impossible freedoms, a contrast so stark against my reality that my heart aches.
Yet even within those dreams, I’m running—running towards something elusive and undefined, something terrifying and beautiful. Freedom, maybe, or maybe just the illusion of it. But as my dream self breaks through the final line of trees and stares at the open sky, I know one thing for sure: I can’t stay caged any longer.
And with that sobering thought, I drift into a restless sleep, caught between the world I know and the world I yearn for.
Kaden I’m sitting in my study, surrounded by the leather scent of old books and the muted light filtering through the heavy drapes. The room, once a sanctuary where I buried myself in work and pack matters, now feels like a cage. A trap. I flip through some documents on my desk but don’t really register what they say. My mind is a mess, a whirlwind of thoughts I can’t, and won’t, share with anyone. Especially not Roman. God, Roman. My brother, my closest friend. He seems so happy these days, so settled with Aella and their son. His life has taken a turn for the absolute best, and it stings. Not out of jealousy, I’m thrilled for him, but out of the sharp contrast it creates with my own concealed turmoil. I think about Elena, my wife. She’s beautiful, loving, and loyal to our pack. But she doesn’t know. She can’t know. The secret I’m holding is too damaging, too explosive. It would tear us apart, tear the pack apart. And so, I’ve distanced myself. Retreated into a shell to protect e
Aella As I stand by the intricately carved crib, my heart swells with a love so fierce it feels like it could consume me whole. I look down at Aaron, our son, sleeping so peacefully in a cocoon of soft, moonlit blankets. His little fists are curled beside his cheek, and he has his father’s rebellious blonde hair and the beginning of my mismatched eyes. The room is filled with the comforting scent of lavender and freshly laundered baby clothes. The light from the nursery’s lamp washes over his tiny form, casting gentle shadows on his crib. I can’t help but think how profoundly my life has shifted in just two years. Nearly two years ago, I was a ball of defiance and fear, literally running through woods and brambles to escape an engagement my Alpha father had orchestrated with Roman. The irony is palpable. Roman was everything I thought I didn’t want, but ended up being everything I didn’t know I needed. I went from clawing at the idea of a life by his side to craving his touch, hi
RomanFour words shouldn’t make me feel like an absolute king, but they do.She shimmies out of her bottoms and walks naked towards the shower to regulate the water. Gods, my cock is aching just watching her. Slipping out of my board shorts, I join her under the spray of hot water and pull her closer to me.There’s no hesitation when I lean down to kiss her. She molds into me, her body perfectly flush against mine as she moans into my mouth. It’s taking every bit of my self control to not snap and just claim her body, but Aella doesn’t need my beast right now. I walk her up against the cold wall and trail my kisses down the length of her neck. “I love your sweet scent, baby,” I murmur against her skin. “God, I could drown in you forever.”She makes a small noise when I draw a pebbled nipple into my mouth, and pushes out her chest as her hands get tangled in my hair. I cup her perfect tits in my hands, laving them with my tongue and loving the noises she makes when I nibble on them.
RomanThe goddamn sound of waves lightly bitch-slapping the shore should be soothing. It’s what people fantasize about—a secluded beach, the woman you’re batshit in love with beside you, the freedom to do nothing at all. Aella looks like she’s in fucking heaven, the sun on her skin, a gentle smile on her lips, a book lying forgotten on her lap. But me? I’m crawling out of my damn skin.And yet, I’m restless. Why the fuck can’t I just relax?Aella senses it before I even realize it myself. She opens her eyes and looks at me, her gaze soft but probing. “You’re thinking about something. Spill it.”I chuckle. “It’s nothing, really. Just getting a bit antsy, I suppose.”“Roman, we’re on vacation. You’re allowed to relax, you know?”I nod, knowing she’s right, but not feeling any less restless. “I know. It’s just not something I’m accustomed to, that’s all.”The ingrained habits of an Alpha, the constant state of alertness and readiness, they don’t just disappear overnight. They’re a part
AellaThe hum of the private jet’s engines seems to blend into the background, like white noise in a sea of my restless thoughts. Roman sits across from me, in a seat made of the finest leather money can buy, absorbed in some files on his tablet. The rich interior of the jet, with its ambient mood lighting and plush furnishings, contrasts sharply with the tension I feel in my bones.“Would you like another glass of wine, Luna?” the flight attendant offers, her voice polished as the silver tray she’s holding.I shake my head. “No, thank you.”As she retreats, Roman finally looks up, his stormy eyes meeting mine. “You’re not usually this quiet,” he observes.“Well,” I say, biting the inside of my cheek, “you’re not usually this secretive. Where are we going?”He grins, the corners of his eyes crinkling. “It’s a surprise.”“I’m not particularly fond of surprises,” I retort, although a part of me thrills at the mystery.“You’ll like this one,” he promises. His eyes darken a shade, and I
AellaWe step out of the hospital and as I spot the black SUV, it takes me back to my time spent here. More specifically, when Roman finally confessed his feelings to me. It was sort of a simpler time back then.Before Vasily, before…everything else.“What’s on your mind, little bird,” he asks as he takes my hand and draws it to his lips. “You’ve been quiet, even as I went off at the nurses.”I chuckle. “That was just me letting you have your own way after everything that happened,” I say, leaning forward and kissing his cheek. “Kaden’s message over the mind link just had me reeling.”Roman sighs, because I know he’s already so pissed off and now he has to face Diego. Alpha Javier is at the pack house with Kaden and Elena and has demanded his son answer to Roman.“Yeah, well I suppose he has to face the music sometime,” he says, sitting back and shaking his head. “As much as I just want to fucking sleep, it needs to be done.”We remain quiet for the rest of the ride, but as soon as th