"You mean nothing to me anymore," he spat, his eyes held nothing but disgust as he stared at me, dead in the eyes. "I, Malik Dimitri, Alpha of Blue Moon pack, hereby reject you, Selina Anderson as my mate and future Luna," he affirmed, sending stabs of pain through my already torn heart, slicing it into a million tiny pieces. "As for the punishment for your crime, henceforth, you are no longer a member of this pack, and that means you can never show your face anywhere around here anymore," My entire existence flashed before my eyes, the world seemed to collapse around me, as if everything was crumbling and pulling me into a void. No matter how much effort I put in, I couldn’t stop myself from sinking deeper. Except for the tiny little heartbeat I could feel beneath my belly, horrifically flashing back to a few moments back when I found out I was pregnant. For Malik. ** A week ago, Alpha Malik had discovered that I was his mate after years of fruitless search, nothing had ever felt so right in my life. But then, doom came knocking on my door the night he was going to announce our union to everyone. That same night, I had woken up after a short nap, with a strange man laying naked beside me, and Alpha Malik, my mate standing tall over us, fury ringing in his eyes.
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"Move faster, you sluggish little thing!" The house mistress growled at me, roughly poking me at the back as we proceeded towards the Beta Nicholas's house, with a few of the other selected house maids, like myself. It was the third day of the week, and ofcourse cleaning up the pack's Alpha and Beta's houses was a task never to be skipped. Despite the hose mistress's vile words, I was extremely overjoyed to be picked among the bunch of maids to clean up Beta Nicholas's house instead of the Alpha's house. Alpha Malik was my worst nightmare. I've avoided him like plaque all my life, it has been rumored that he detests weak people, all he wanted was active subjects who would protect the pack even in his absence. While the policy was undoubtedly admirable, it did however not favour people like me who were born weak. In order to avoid further humiliation, I tried my possible best to stay off his path no matter what it takes. A brief introduction. My name is Selina Anderson, and I just turned eighteen a couple of days back, but yet to find out who my mate was. It was beginning to trouble me, I mean, it was the usual tradition to be able to feel your mate or have them attracted and drawn to you once you are eighteen right? I couldn't help but wonder why mine was different, could I be mateless? Or my mate already secretly found me but doesn't want to have anything to do with me? Could it be because I am a weak omega who could only bring nothing but shame? A million possible reasons ran through my head. I wasn't exactly looking forward to it since it won't change anything, I was only curious to find out who it could be. Nothing seemed to fall in place for me since the death of my parents, I was loathed by everyone and I had no friends, who would want to have anything to do with a weak omega? I had only one way of survival, and that was by working as a maid not only at the Palace but serving everyone at the pack too. I wasn't bothered since I could feed and also have access to medicines, shelter and other basic necessities, so yeah, I am contented. Well, that is pretty much the little story of my existence, nothing spectacular. You surely have seen. Just as we got to Beta Nicholas's house, the rest of the maids were quick to spread themselves out, and in a split second, every corner of the house was claimed by each of them. It was usually like that because once you delayed and the entire task is taken, you'll be surely taken to another location. I was at the brink of panicking when my gaze landed on the sizeable bowl containing a decent amount of soapy water and rag. I had carried it all the way from the maids quarters, hence the floor is mine to claim; well so I thought, not until one swift move and the bowl was in the hands of another. "Hey, give that back!" I tried to protest, but the house mistress was quick to jump to the scene. "What is the noise about?" "The bowl is mine to use, she took it from me." Tears were beginning to well up in my eyes, at this point, but I tried to hold it in. "Well, she has it now, and she does quite well with floor mopping." My heartbeat accelerated as I feared hearing her next words. "I guess you'll be fixed somewhere else then, but judging that you have been cheated, I suppose I could be a little merciful." No! This is not happening. "I haven't assigned anyone to Alpha Malik's room, you'll take that, for the next one week, it's barely unkept, so you'll have a less difficult time handling it." I felt my breath become heavy and the walls of the room spun in different directions setting my head in a hassle. "No ma'am, please can I do something else? I'll do anything." My voice quivered as I spoke, tears threatening to spill from my eyes. "You should be grateful, now off you go." She spat, turning around and stormed off. My entire world seemed to be collapsing around me. How could I possibly clean Alpha Malik's room for a week consecutively without running into him? I have taken great lengths to make sure I stayed off his path my entire years in this pack, to avoid any encounter that could lead to humiliation, or worse, sanction. Why is this happening now? "Hey, why the tears, you should be glad for such opportunity." I suddenly heard a voice behind me and I turned to see one of the maids, Nora. standing beside me, an excited grin on her face. She seemed quite excited and an idea suddenly struck me. We could totally switch places! I mean she looked like she would do anything to be in the position that I am right now. "You know that we could switch places right? You seem like you want to clean Alpha Malik's room." I offered and a wide smile broke out on her face. Then it suddenly crumpled into a sad frown. "That would have been possible if it was last week when house mistress wasn't on duty, she's very much invested today in checking every duty post, she's gonna find out and we'll be in trouble." She shrugged. I nodded my head slowly and dragged my gaze to the floor feeling bashful. There's no way out for me at this point I guess, the only option was to face the situation heads on. "Hey, if it makes you feel any better, Alpha Malik never returns to his room till late in the day, most times when I'm charge of his room, I never run into him despite how slow I clean," she added. I could feel a gleam of hope simmering inside me, maybe I can do this without colliding with him. "Also, there's a secret entrance through the backdoor passage, that could be of help too," My face suddenly lit up in a grateful smile. Well, I guess there might be a little hope for me.Selina's POV.I sat beside Malik, staring out the window as we drove through the winding road that led back to the pack. My heart hadn’t stopped racing since the shattered wineglass. I had almost ended his life. And in the same breath, I had saved it.Why?Why had I done that?Malik hadn’t asked. Not once. He hadn’t pried or questioned the clumsiness that had caused the wine to fall. He simply wrapped an arm around me when I shivered on the balcony and offered me his coat, as though I hadn’t nearly orchestrated his death.I finally dared a glance at him. He looked tired, his face half shadowed in the soft lantern light, but peaceful in a way that made my chest ache.He turned his head slightly and caught me looking.“You feeling better?” he asked softly.I nodded. “Yeah… thank you. For earlier.”His lips tilted into a smile. “I meant what I said. If you ever have a situation, you tell me and I'll move the earth to bring an end to it. You don’t have to push through things alone, Selina
Selina's POV.I stood beside Malik, trying to maintain a calm I didn’t feel. Soft voices and gentle music filled the hall, as a number of guests milled around with drinks in hand, exchanging pleasantries. Everyone in this room was someone important. Powerful alphas, high ranking pack members, emissaries from distant territories. And there's me, right beside the one man that I've perfectly plotted his death tonight.Malik.He looked breathtaking tonight. The black suit he wore fit his broad shoulders like it had been tailored by the Moon Goddess herself. He had always been handsome. That wasn’t new. But now… now there was something else. A weight behind his smile. A rawness in the way he looked at me, like I might disappear if he looked away for a second.And that made everything harder.I shouldn't be feeling this way, or it'll be harder to carry out my plan tonight.He leaned down slightly. “You look incredible tonight.”I forced a smile. “Same as you." The corner of his mouth curv
Selina's POV.I checked myself in the mirror one last time. I was dressed to captivate Malik, aiming to make my task a lot easier. Taking a last glance at myself in the mirror and satisfied with the result, I walked out.*"Well. Well. Well. If it isn't the little freak." Chloe appeared from a corner and came to stand before me as I made my way to the Alpha's quarter.I couldn't help but chuckle lightly, amused by her childish tantrums. "Chloe, not now.""Where are you going? Malik won't be available to be your lapdog today, he's got an event," she snapped."On the contrary, Malik and I are actually attending the event together, that is how much he wants me around him always, I can't say the same about you though." I watched as my words hit her hard, evoking a deep frown on her face."How dare you say that to me!" She snarled with clenched teeth and I scoffed."Am I telling a lie? Tell me." I watched with a satisfied smile on my face as she fumed in anger."Aunt Selina!" I suddenly
Selina's POV. The air was slightly cold, but I welcomed it. Anything to numb the confusion storming inside me. I let my feet lead me wherever they wished. I needed space. I needed silence. I needed to forget how his lips felt pressed against mine.Damn him. It had been days. Days since Malik and I shared a kiss after three years.Days since my carefully constructed armor cracked.I had constantly reminded myself that I was here for a reason. I had reminded myself I was strong enough to face him without wavering, to carry out what I’d planned from the very beginning. But now?Now I could barely walk ten feet without remembering how his breath hitched when our lips met. How his hands hovered at my waist like he was scared of breaking me, like he’d waited forever for that moment.I hated it.I hated how a part of me ached for him all over again.I hated that I wanted him.I dug my nails into my palm and blinked hard at the sand under my feet, forcing the tears back. I had buried tho
Selina's POV.His lips moved passionately against mine, sending hurricanes of emotions through my body and igniting the sparks I thought I had buried years ago. It was really still within me and it was beginning to resurface.I felt Cora , my wolf howl in excitement, causing the emotions to totally overwhelm me. This was exactly what she has craved for, ever since we got here. Cora has contributed a lot to the flop of this mission with how uncontrollably drawn to him she had become.My mind suddenly wandered to Declan. He was probably hiding off in a lonely corner sulking bitterly and here I was, in the arms of the same man I was sent to eliminate. The same man that had casted me out without a second thought years ago. If Declan hadn't picked me, what would have become of me? And here I was, trading him for my selfish feelings.All this wouldn't have been possible if Cora had controlled herself or let me do it for her.Summoning up enough strength, I placed my hands on his chest and s
Selina's POV."Selina, you don't have to jump into anything, I'm not in a rush, I understand the trauma my mistake has caused you and I'm willing to wait until you are fully ready to mate with me again." Malik's voice snapped me out of my trance as we walked out of his house.I nodded blankly at him, not knowing what else to say to him.How do I explain to him that I already have a family of my own now? That I belonged to another man? How do I let him know that I do not want to mate with him when I do not even know what I want anymore? I totally do not understand how I feel whenever I'm with him.I can't seem to control myself around him and it already felt like I was betraying Declan.There was only one way out of all of this, I needed to get this task done as soon as possible and return to blackwood pack. "You don't have to walk me all the way home, I can find my way from here," I halted on my track and turned towards him, motioning to retreat."It's not a problem, I'll walk you."
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